Life is but a dream, I say. Not all dreams are fun. Some are vivid and you remember them forever, and some pass like a gentle breeze almost unnoticeable. Is life no different?
Relationships come and they go. Some are remembered more deeply than others. Lessons are learned, Laughs are shared, and tears are shed, and somehow we try to make the best of them. An unfortunate phrase is "Why did I ever?". I suppose it's way of saying you have regrets. How do we get to that point where we look back and say those sad phrases? I think maybe it's because it's who we forget who we are. I can say that is the case for most of my "Why did I ever"'s ... It's important to maitain integrity, self-worth, and honesty, so that when people or opportunities, or blessings come into our life. We know what to make of them. Avoid them when they look unpleasant, and grab them with all our strength when the prospects seem worth the fight.
The body is frale. We shall always have hardships. It is important to understand our own mental and physical weaknesses and to do everything in our power to strengthen them, whether learning how strengthin physically, holding on to a healthy diet, or maybe cultivating positive energy, we need to know how to ultimately "manipulate" ourselves into our best selves. The ultimate teacher, at there very core is a master of manipulation. This word many times has a negative connotation, but that is because some have used there skills for wrong reasons... An artist knows what colors go together, how a canvas can hold on to different textures, paints, and so forth, an musician knows the inner-workings of his or her instrument and knows how to make it shine.
progession is important. If we're not moving forwards then we are not moving at all. we are becoming complacement. We are stopping our progression. We are giving up. Life is too short to give up on. When one falls on his face, he is still moving forward. We gotta just be willing to pick ourselves up.
I'm starting school. It feels good to be back into it. I took some time off. Not because I wanted to, but because it just sort of happened. Sometimes because of lack of motivation, other times because the world at-large seemed to bury me at times, Financially, emotionally. As stated previous, if you fall you must get back up. That's all we really can do sometimes?
I'm content for now. My birthday is thursday. I will be 25. I'm thinking of alot of good things in my future. I am in school. I have a healthy relationship with my family. I have a healthy relationship with young lady, who I very deeply miss, but I know is doing what she has to do as well. It is a nice feeling to know that things will work out when they are supposed to... It's all about being content right? Move forward, play the cards you have, and sometimes wait for the next round...
Toodles.
PS. I got off facebook for a while... One less distraction.
