I feel like I'm going crazy tonight. Its probably that I need more sleep but I am fit to be tied. Emphasis on feeling tied. I think I get in these moods where I feel like I can't be satisfied, I can't scream loud enough, run fast enough, or laugh hard enough. Ecstacy seems the goal and it is unreachable. Is this what a druggy feels like coming off a high? Sure makes me not wanna do that stuff huh? Uggh.. So many things I wish I could say. So many things should say. But this is nor the time nor the place. Maybe someday my words will have a place. Until then.. I guess I just have my music