Posed question:

Can you blame anyone for seeking a happiness that may only last a short amount of time? Especially when the parents before them made a poor example of classic values of happiness..

parent: happiness is being with the one you love forever, happiness is the love we share an honesty between us. We believe in the honesty of our city, of the country we live in, and all of our elected leaders and officials. Not only do we feel this way, we are Proud to say it is the ONLY way to be happy, and we tell you this through the strength of our own generation, through the practices of fear. This is what we believe and you will live by this.

Child: your idea of marriage and love is false. Father cheated on you, Mother, for years and you never came clean because of your own fears you tried in instill on us. You were only together because your peers would disown you just like you disown the principle of free thinking and movement. Why shoud I get married when the other will have the chance to be deceitful and just do me emotional, and potentially physical harm? Is it any surprise we wouldn't want this? We are looking for happiness. If happiness is in these core values then we will run from it. We will run to a new happiness in freedom of thought and we will look for short term happiness because we know long term happiness does not exist. So what if our happiness is bi-polar in its extremes. At least we are happy in the moment, and our own sadness shall pass in little time. Your own values leaves you in sorrow and hypocrisy for the rest of our existence.

...and now we see that both concepts are false, and we now see the fruits of two generation, bringing a third. I don't know what the world will bring, but I blame no one for being there own god and there own divine being. I have my thoughts and I see how the world has become so corrupt. I am no revolutionary, and I will never call to arms a movement. But it is interesting to understand the human mind... god help us.

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sigh

over analyzed enough lately? perhaps so

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Labor Day weekend!

So what did ya'll do?

Well I had some set backs, but mostly I had a great weekend! I did some recording, and I got 3 songs finished. All that needs to be done is for them to be mixed and mastered! How cool right? I'm totally stoked. One is a song I've been foolin with on the piano for a number of years, and finally made somethin of it. Another is a Guitar lick I had been messin around with, again for a number of years, that we flipped around and turned into a funk/rock/bee-gee's sorta song. It was one of the funnest songs i've recorded in a long time. It's not to be takin to seriously, but at the same time, I hope no one takes it as me making fun of any genre. Especially with my lyrics, and vocal melody, I was trying to pay tribute to where the music's soul originates. I'm thrilled about it, and then one more personal song, that has a lot of special meaning. It's code name is "Golfing Green". It's a feel good song for sure. I'm so lucky to be able to do what I do, and live where I live, to be able to express myself artistically/musically!! It's lovely. I also love the extra time I'm spending on my blog, rather than facebook!

oooooooklahoma.

Title unrelated. Except for maybe the exclamation that "ooo"'s bring along with the rest of the syllables.

So I got off facebook. It was really funny because for the first few days, I habitually would type in my browser, or click on my phone app, towards facebook, and then I'd stop myself and ask what I was doing. My password has been changed so I am not tempted, even though it asked me the other day when I almost logged in if I remembered I had changed my password. Well, I just closed the browswer anyways.

Alot of people have been asking me if I've gotten off facebook. I suppose people start to notice a lack of constant Status updates in there news feed? Unfortunately, Apple just announced it's own social-network centered around it's music player iTunes, and so that will bring a whole new world (watch it aladin) of wasted time. For realsies. Thankfully it's only reachable via my macbook, and not my phone or else I would be right where I left.

Life is good. Stressful, but good. I'm in school, I'm waiting for one stupid book to arrive that is killin me by not having. It's a math class, so duh, it sucks to not have it. Cause I'm not very good at math.

I've started having crazy dreams again. Which is great because I've misssed them. My mind during sleep has been blank for the last long while, and I haven't really liked that. I don't like going to sleep and being completely blank, only to wake up. With dreams, I feel like I have something to write about or think about when I wake up. It gives a sudden reason to awake and get the day going. Probably cause my sleep isn't so deep wouldn't you say?

This is for my own personal benefit, and note. Things are wonderful right now emotionally for me... I'm happy. I miss her. But she'll be back. It's all very fun, and I like progress. I see progress being made with my family members, and friends, and I wanna move forward as well. I think I might finally be doing that, and that feels good. I just turned 25. Come now, let's do this...

I have a quiz that I'm gonna go take for my math Class and I'm definitely under-prepared for the above reasons. But I think I'll be alot better when my book comes in and I can start studying every night.

Anyways, things are good, and I'm gonna go record this weekend so I'll write about that when I get back. I'm pretty sure I write more on this thing cause I don't have Facebook as an outlet to speak... Which is a good thing. :D